The catwalk

Its been ages since I’ve updated this thing. Which I am sad to say. I enjoy my little Journal.

A lot has happened in life to make me take a step back from the net and just breath. I haven’t even been updating DA as much, and that makes me cry. *emo tear*

My dear wonderful brother is moving to Australia in December. And I am oh so joyful to say so. I hate him living in my house. Not only three months after I moved here he moved in for a temporary stay of a year so far. It delights me to no end to see the light at the end of this danm dark tunnel. Never take me saying this as me saying I don’t in fact love my brother to death, its just sometimes I would like to do just that and suffocate him in his sleep.


Guah. Anyways. I will be updating more now that I have indeed joined the land of the happily living again.

Snipped snipped my hair. Went from a foot and a half to three inches. Short and spiky. Something I’ve wanted to do for a while.

I get the joy of going to my first Jujitsu class tomorrow. Just a little something to fuck around with. No katanna. The definition of Jujitsu is a Japanese system of unarmed fighting devised by the samurai, jūjutsu , literally translates to “gentle skill.”. something new to me. I’m skilled in sword and firearms but the ability to kick someone’s ass with out having a weapon is slightly new on me. It makes me feel a little defenseless. One of the reasons I’m taking the class. Wish me but kicking luck.

In other news I took Freddie to the vet today for her 10 day check up. Her medicines where upped but in the since that the ones she was taking where working and there giving her more to work even more.
My poor lovely baby. Also gained a pound, and when one is 15 years old and only weighs 12 pounds it’s a good thing.
The awful meds that I’m stuffing down her through every 12 hours is busting her apatite. A lot.

Need to clean my room. Have to clean my room!!!!!!! God. Its awful.




Only two more days till my brother goes to Brisbane Australia to meet his online girlfriend Dell.
Can we all say Awwwwww…….



Awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!

just to let me self know im alive.

Took my four your old niece Trinity to see POTC2 today. Second time my self seeing it. Must say even better the second time around too. I just can’t comprehend why more reviewers don’t like it. Too confusing they say, and I’ve read plenty of reviews stating this. I just don’t understand how they don’t understand it. Maybe you have to have a bit of imagination!!!! *GASP!!! * or have to have the ability to fallow a story line!!!!!!

She loved it. According to her it was the best movie she has seen all summer. And agrees with me about poor ol’ Davy Jones and his Craggon needing a hug.

Well no not dead. But not quite right ether. Maybe its due to the lack of a soul!!!!!!!!


That and I want ice-cream.




Onto more important things in life. Like music. I bought the now POTC2 cd and say it’s a must for anyone, simply for the wonderful Techno Remix song. it’s the last one on the cd and it’s a find. Wow. Wow. Who would have ever know the there would be a pirate remix. I’ve been lessoning to it a lot. So go down load it.


In fact t its on now.


Dance dance dance.



God its hot and why cant I keep a train of thought longer then two seconds.??????? Mummy?

I get seven days to peruse deviant art with all the fringes and I will be abusing this privilege till my time expires.

Subscription will expire on Jul 27 at 7:33 pm.

Its so freaking hot here you can melt a crayon in the street in under an hour, and cook an egg if your so trusting to eat it afterwards. Besides the ill temp of the united states about now, alls well.

Spent a large amount of time yesterday out in Escondido at the wild animal park. It was only about 104 there with no wind at all. Lord. I did manage to purchase the start of my plate settings. There brightly colored with shadows of animals around the border. I love them but there ungodly expensive ($20 a plate ) so I can only pick up two every time I go.


There are reasons I’m a patient person. This is one of them.



Got in a large argument with my photographer Friday morning, something about me trying to take over the studio. In which he stated there was a reason that he was paid more then me. The supervisor ( wonderful Garry ) was involved. Mike was made to apologies and I swore that I would not test my world domination plan on the studio.


Chaz.. One.

Mike…. Zero.




Dear lord. One of my wonderful internet friends is away at camp for one whole month and I swore on my untimely grave that I would write her at lest once. Its been one week as of Monday.

I am not a good friend. For I have done nothing but find an entertaining comic in the news paper yesterday to send her.
Oh well. I do hope she forgives my lack of attention. Maybe to make up for it I’ll write her a letter in blood. ( not the fact I did not say my blood..)

DA suckssome times. this beeing one of them.




that is all.

I was a inch away from going onto the jury board today.


Oh glee and joy that I was not picked. In fact I was partly thrown out. Hehe. You see, with out telling all the juicy facts, This chick was guilty. Totally written all over her face.

G-U-I-L-T-Y. you ant got no alibi.

And I proceeded to say this.

And here I am now, proud to say that the Judicial system dose in fact work.




Besides that.



Ah the sweet smell of ocean on my mind. Reading the third of the Patrick O’Brian books. And I must say this one is starting out just as good.


Did I mention that I have a belly ache?



LICK.



You have been licked.

=D

I gots Jury service oh joy. actually this should prove fun. the kind of person I am will probably be kicked out before they put me on a real case. and if they do put me on a real case it will be bad, considering the religion I am and how vocal I am about it.

I can not be impartial. if some one has committed a sin they need to be punished.



oh this should be a world of fun.





besides that joy in my life. I have been bleh. if one can use that to describe someone.



Saw Pirates. that was wow. loved it. cant wait for 3. Johnny was so freaking hot, period. End of story.

*sigh*



The fourth was spent in one hectic mess. My fish tank decided to leak all over my bedroom floor. The fish are ok but my nerves are not. Well ok. It was not the tank its self, it was one of the three over head filters that decided to crap out. But still I lost close to three gallons. Out of a 45 gallon tank that’s not a lot, but danm was my floor wet. I spent the better part of the day drying it. Did not get to go to San Diego as I had planed. Had to reschedule that for two weekends from now considering I already have my tickets for POTC2 on Saturday.


Oh well. Got to see X men 3 finally. It was good in my opinion. Wolverine is ever the sexy man.

God I still wish I could have done more then what I did.

I’ll be gone during the day of the forth to San Diego. So I’ll wish you all a happy what ever now.


HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!


And now for your enjoyment a insanely long quiz.



you are...

[x] good (I so nice... maybe...)
[] evil
[] so good you're evil
[] so evil you're good
[] all of the above
--
[]stressed in a crisis (I'm stressed normally, crises probably don't help though)
[x]panic in a crisis (I really need to get myself out of that)
[]cool in a crisis
[x]depends on the crisis (someone else's crisis??)
--
[x]someone that likes talking on the phone (to my boyfriend mostly)
[]someone that doesn't like talking on the phone
[]someone that despises talking on the phone
[]someone that is on the phone constantly whether you want to be or not
[x]someone that only uses the phone when absolutely necessary (I am a cheapskate)
--
[x]someone happy with the way they are (meh can't really change it so much, you know?)
[x]someone happy with the way they look (for the most part)
[x]working on bettering yourself (I want to be a better person really)
[x]learning as much as you can (student!! further the boundaries of knowledge to save puppies' lives!!)
[]happy where you are in life (That's a bit hard... I guess sort of no, because I feel sor tof stuck.. not really going anywhere sometimes)
[x]someone that has many plans in life (vet vet vet vet)
[]someone that has a few plans but is relatively happy (XB aguh.)
[]someone that is unhappy with life
[]someone that wishes life could be quite different
[]someone that goes out of the way to make life better

The colors that bother you are:

[] red
[x] pink (the viscious stuff. erk)
[] yellow
[] black
[] green
[] blue
[] gold
[] white
[] silver
[] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[] indigo


Some things you've done in life include...

[] saving someone's life (does shoving someone out of the wa of a slow moving truck count?)
[x] making people laugh (People tell me i have a sense of humour. If not, my naivety make speople laugh)
[] spontaneous dance or acting (Pppft no)
[x] talking to complete strangers in line (I figured it would be good to get outof my shell)
[x] having complete strangers talk to you and answer them (As in like, omg we're lost, where is suchandsuch??)
[] smirking at people (I do not smirk. Tis evil after all)
[] buying something spontaneously and loving it ( I am far too sensible it's irritating0
[x] finding something that someone is looking for and buying it for them (For my family or boyfriend certainly)
[x] fasting for a certain amount of time (Sponsored fast!!)
[] meditating and trying to balance oneself (does self hypnosis count?)
[x] wear clothes that do not go totally together (all the time!!! I have no fashions!)
[] willing look into learning a foreign language (Japanese certainly, probably the French and German count too)
[x] use the foreign language in life ( I think I'm using it right now )
[x] see a rainbow or a strange cloud that struck you as important (I luff happy clouds)
[x] try to help someone who is in need
[x] abstain from certain foods or drinks or such.. (Raisins! And fast food)
[] sleep an entire day away (Never.. I wake up so early )
[] watch TV/movies/etc. an entire day (not for an entire day, short attention span)
[x] climb a mountain or such..over at least a mile or two (We did a bit of Snowdon on a primary school trip.. It felt over a mile)
[] wish to live somewhere else in the world ( nuuh I luff me place myur.)
[x] see the monster that lives inside of you...we all have one.. (yuss... )
[] really enjoy having time with someone extremely different from yourself


A possibly negative side of yourself at any time might be or have been...

[x] impatience (Depends on the situation)
[] don't listen easily
[] doesn't give things a chance
[] decide things without facts and find out differently later
[] extreme pickiness in many different things
[] talking yourself out of bettering your life
[x] worrying constantly or in excess (If I am not working, my life feels.. empty)
[] very jaded about life
[x] negative in thought about things(I am a self confessed pessimist)
[] no desire to go anywhere in life
[] weariness-- emotionally or spiritually
[x] finds oneself irritated with how things are in life
[x] wonders at times how on earth other people could just be so insane or stupid
[x] gets depressed easily (the meds said yes)
[] fears things in excess
[] wishes to be away from the life one has

The music you don't listen to or haven't listened to is?

[x] rap
[] rock
[] pop
[x] country
[x] hip hop
[x] r&b
[x] slow jams
[x] Christian
[] classical
[] techno
[x] oldies
[] the 80s
[] punk
[] Metal
[] reggae
[x] Goth
[x] Latin
[] 90's Grunge
[x] musicals
[] European
[] Asian
[] African
[] South American
[] North American
It's the more don't/won't listen to



At atleast one time in your life, even if it isn't true, you've been called:

[] goth
[] emo
[] preppie
[] punk
[] hippie
[x] nerdy
[] ditzy
[x] dork
[] a'hole
[x] bitch
[x] gay
[x] stupid
[] jerk
[x] weirdo
[x] snobby
[x] too good
[x] strange
[x] insane
[x] freak

You will not eat/drink (and what kind)?

[]vegetables
[]meat
[]soda
[x]coffee (Don't drink it, saving til an emergency)
[]chocolate
[x]fruit (raisiiiins eugh)
[x]dairy products ( I love all cheese apart from blue ones. spawn of Satan I tells ya)
[x]tea (earl grey bleugh)
[x]fast food (McDonald's. Even the icecream nearly made me puke)
[]seafood
[]exotic dishes

If you were suddenly handed a decent amount of money, you would:

[x] pay bills (far too sensible)
[] move
[] go on vacation
[x] buy stuff
[x] buy something you've been wanting
[x] save some of it
[] save all of it
[] splurge it all
[x] give a good amount to charity (I'd like to think so anyway)

When you leave you usually say:

[x] Bye
[] Later
[] See ya
[] Adios
[] Ja mata (I am not that sad to say bye in Japanese -.-)
[] Abientot
[] Something in another language not listed
[] You don't usually say anything
[] Something not listed here...

I collect shot glasses. Anyone who has ever been inside my house know this. I have shot glasses and colorful decanters all over the window seals of my living room. Long stems, wide ones, it doesn’t matter the size or shape as long at there brightly colored. Every color under the rainbow. And in the morning when the sun rises in those windows it casts a aurora of colors through out my whole living room. I’ve been collecting them for years, and for a long time they where the embodiment of my dream of having my own home. They where the first thing I ever unpacked. Two weeks before I even moved in there they sat and shined and on the few rare mornings when I was there and the house was empty I can still remember the joy of seeing them and the empty pallet that was my house. Bathing it in color.


On the forth of July I will have been in my house exactly one year.


My brother moved in a few months later saying he would be staying only till he got back on his feet. He is still here. Through that time he has broken many of the things I hold dear. But most of all he has broken a number of my shot glasses. In an effort to save my few remanding ones they have been removed from the windows. And with them part of my heart. No longer do I get the joy of seeing the bright aurora every morning. And it honestly makes me sad.


Its amazing how something so small and insignificant could brake someone up so. For so long they where the embodiment of the house I now have and now there no longer where they should be. It disturbs the aura of the house.

I hate to sound so rotten to some one who I should be loving, but I wish nothing more then to see my brother move out, and nothing is more further away from happening.


Today I bought the first shiny new shot glass since I’ve moved in.
The hope of a home reclaimed.

Hotter then hell on a bad day


My god is it fucking hot out. I walked out of work today and thought that my face was going to melt off, Indiana Jones stile. It was 85 today at seven in the morning. My plants look like they got stuck in the microwave. And here the news is saying that they hoped we enjoyed the cooler whether because by the forth is was going to be hot enough to melt crayons on the street.

The forth is another subject that pisses me off a little. Four day weekend, and considering where I work at ( the crest) we should be graveling at the higher powers feet for even getting the fourth off. So here I am sitting pretty on a four day weekend and I have nothing to do. NOTHING!!!!!!! Four days in all there glory and here I sit and play online where I should be gallivanting about upper California somewhere.

God rest the US. And may the men of K19 be remembered.


The moral of the story is.


An alien scout spends a week in Southern California and judging only off of tabloids and news it must decide what three things have to be done to save California. Upon returning to its higher powers it gives the report that fallows.

That J Lows Baby be ok

That we all where seatbelts

And that Bush will have a good time in Graceland